Rollercoaster

happy 18 year old

2012-01-10T22:51:00.000-08:00

well,december 26th'11 was my 18 year old birthday

and yes now I'm officially 18 year old.Old enough,right?

jadi bermula seperti biasa

tengah malem jam 12 udah mulai bermunculan dateng bbm ucapan selamat ulangtahun dan doa doanya.abis itu gue balesin sampe sekitar jam setengah 2an karena emang ngga bisa tidur juga

besoknya bangun siang jam 10an dan dirumah udah ngga ada orang gara-gara pada pergi,ceritanya adek sepupu gue sunatan gitu deh

yaudah akhirnya yang gue lakuin cuma bales bbm,nonton tv,tidur.gitu terus aja sampe busuk saking bosennya lalu kemudian gue jamuran

siangnya tiba tiba sekelompok wanita wanita udah ada didepan pintu kamar gue,bawa kue dan terompet yang langsung rusak gara gara katanya beli dipinggir jalan dan harganya cuma 2000

dan ya sekar sita yuli bantet penyelamat ulangtahun gue yang pertama

sekar,sita,yuli,devi,bantet

birthday cake

blow your candle off and make a wish!

setelah beberapa jam mereka berantakin kamar gue dan bikin coklat kuenya berceceran dilantai,dan yang bersihin cuma gue doang karena mereka ngga ada yang mau bantuin bersihin ,akhirnya kita keluar gara-gara ini anak anak manusia pada kelaperan minta makan.yasudah akhirnya pergi makan.

dan pas udah nyampe kemang,temen gue ada yang nelfon dan katanya dia dirumah

terus pas ini gue ngerasa ngga enak banget,ternyata anggi cila pipi sama adeknya anggi udah dirumah gue dan udah bawa kue segala macem.rasanya gue mau balik langsung kerumah

tapi mereka keburu bubaran dan udah pada balik kerumah masing masih

lalu selesai sudah tanggal 26 desember dengan 1 surprise gagal

abis itu pas malem tahun baruan,gue dan cila anggi tiffani icul kerumah pipi buat malem taun baruan.dan pas itu juga surprise gagal dari mereka dibikin lagi

tau tau gue diiket ditiang,abis itu didandanin yang kata mereka kaya princess tapi kenyataannya kaya bencong abis dikejar kejar polisi.miris

birthday cake,how sweet :3

pendandan yang kata mereka mau dijadiin princess,tapi kenyataan berkata lain

kurang norak apa celana jeans ditindih rok

ceritanya kado dari mereka,amin semoga cepet terkabul ya mengingat abis kehilangan sebelum ulangtahun.eaaa curhat dikit

trust me,ini bukan lagi nahan boker ko tapi kenapa mukanya hina banget...

icul,anggi,devi,pipi,tiffani,cila

kurang ola jadi ngga full team :(

Thankyou for these girls,they made my day ♥♥

xoxo

stupid

2012-01-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

Here I am with tons of dirty words on my mind. I just can't stand it.All I want to do now is just punch him right in the face.

God,why are boys such jerks?Am I deserve one of that jerks?

maybe proverb 'love is blind' is fckin' right.I have been lied to,about 3 times.stupid enough because I still believe it,right?

and I'm still,stalking his timeline on twitter.and talk to myself don't do that again. But I'm still do it over and over again.And yes,the point is,I don't choose who I fall in love with.

Let go

2011-09-27T21:00:00.000-07:00

"And i'm the idiot that falls for it every time"

.......yes,And I'm a good pretender too.

stay the same,please.

2011-08-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

Halo,world!
Here I am typing under the blankets with million thought on my mind.anyway I've been living in bandung since last week.sounds independent,huh?
Bytheway that's not the point what am going to talking about.
And the point is....I just curious why someone can changing suddenly and quickly.without any reason.I still love him.no matter what,though...
The fact always like this:the one you love
Become the one who makes you want to cry,right? :')
p.s I miss the old you,ken.

Thank you,God

2011-07-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

june,29th'11
hari pengumuman snmptn.dari sore paniknya udah ngga ada obat.yang namanya hopeless,ya hopeless banget.seharian gue cuma dikamar,nyiapin mental kalo nanti yang muncul tulisan "maaf anda blablabla".dan pengumumannya baru keluar jam 7 malem.tapi temen temen gue dari jam 5 sore udah bukan dan,ya udah banyak yang keterima dan ngga keterima.gue tetep ngga mau buka sebelum jam 7.Dan pas udah jam 7 gue masih ngga berani buka,malah ada niatan mending ngga usah gue buka deh daripada sakit hati.tapi ya akhirnya di buka jugalah,penasaran lebih besok.
dan begitu gue masuk nomer peserta,yang muncul ini..........

dan gue bengong lama dulu takut salah baca apa gimana
OH GOD,this is the best thing ever in this month.you have no idea how much i'm happy to saw my daddy and mommy reaction.they really happy and proud of me.The best feeling eveeer.walaupun ngga keterima dipilihan pertama (adm niaga UI),tapi tetep gue puas banget sama pilihan ke2 ini.
I am very grateful for this.well,goodbye jakarta and hello bandung ;D

last day,last story

2011-04-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

national examination was over and it means that senior high school era was over too :')
masih ngga percaya kalo mulai sekarang udah ngga bakalan pake seragam putih abu-abu dan batik 71 yang paling w-0-w dikarenakan itu model batiknya udah sejuta sekolah yang sama.rasanya kaya kemaren baru mos masih smp baru masuk sma kenapa sekarang udah selese aja.dan bahkan badan gue masih segini gini aja.miris -_-
oke jadi kamis kemaren jadi hari terakhir pake batik dan kamis minggu lalu jadi hari terakhir belajar di 71.yes tons of memories here and cannot be replaced.too precious to forget

bakal kangen banget,bahkan sama guru guru juga walaupun udah pernah dinangisin sama 1,2,3 oke 3 guru dalam 3 tahun x_x
oke bye see ya on the next post

D

insomnia

2011-04-13T10:19:00.000-07:00

Well,its almost 01.00 a.m .yes midnight
Here I am,posting from my blackberry.trying real hard for sleep but my eyes still open.so I decided to open this blog.hope that I can asleep after write a post here.and even music can't help me for asleep tonight ;( anyway! 4 days left before national examination. Really time goes by so fast. Senior high school almost over :') I'm gonna miss tons of bitter and sweet memories here. I don't want to write too much here. Just wanna say that I'm gonna miss all of my friends and really hard to say this but I also gonna miss all my teachers haha.okay that's all. Just want to pray for all the students of 71'2011. Hope that we can through the national examination perfectly good.night,love.

what can not be shown

2010-09-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

I just found some pictures from tumblr.and every single picture in my tumblr show something that I cant express :p

find the meaning by yourself

XOXO
D

random

2010-09-15T22:16:00.000-07:00

3 days left and welcome back to school
okay i'm not really excited about that.anyway start from this month,senior year student must be study hard and will face million exam and tryout.*dying
now,study hard for reach the goal of my life

"The big secret in life is that there is no big secret. Whatever your goal, you can get there if you're willing to work."
Oprah Winfrey

those simple words will do

2010-09-02T07:14:00.001-07:00

hello goodbye

2010-07-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

well,too many stories that i want to tell
finally my 11th grade was over,as time goes by.
new year for school and also new class.and i just can simply say 'welcome senior year' but my heart say 'welcome the worst year ever'.yes,the worst
12th grade will be very busy.the busy year in high school,perhaps.
and i just passed and graduated from LIA.
oke I'm fairly satisfied with my own result
essay and presentation project from lia really driving me insane
very glad to know that I've finished it

and welcome holiday!
actually my holiday is sucks,so far.
my dad too busy with his works
I terribly need a vacation,the real vacation
yaa just see what will happen next,I still have 9 days for holiday

and why time goes by so fast
see?I'm in the last year of high school,seems that just yesterday i was busy with my national exam in the junior high
and i just made a tumblr,finally :}
check it : http://devitaekasanti.tumblr.com/
yaa I'm a newcomer,so my tumblr is not good enough
enough and goodbye!

xoxo
D

2010-04-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

"Of all the earthly music, that which reaches farthest into heaven is the beating of a truly loving heart."
Henry Ward Beecher

surat cinta

2009-07-16T23:46:00.000-07:00

ehem tau ngga kan ade gue lagi MOS masuk smp, terus disuruh bikin surat cinta pake cap bibir .loh ko kaya mos gue ye. yaudah lah ade gue bingung gitu mana baru lulus sd masi belom bisa nge gombal. ade gue minta bikinin gue , gue sih bisa ber gombal gombalan cuma kan gue lagi sakit jadi males bikin .yaudah tuh akhirnya ade gue bikin sendiri dan
BACALAH apa yang ditulisnya asli

15-juli-2009
untuk .......

assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarokatu

apa kabar?dengan melalui surat ini saya menyatakan bahwa aku mencintaimu

walaikum salam warrahmatullahi wabarokatu

dari:bagus

really cute right?haha gue ngakak setengah mati baca surat macem gini parah banget itu surat cinta apa mau ngelamar jadi ustad ade gue . pake assalamualaikum segala . mana cuma satu kalimat lagi. yaudah kan yah .ade gue malu malu gitu terus pas ibu gue mau baca ngga dikasi liat.
ibu gue ngancem : "biarin aja ade kalo ngga ngasi liat suratnya ke ibu ngga ibu cap suratnya" maksutnya kan yang cap bibir pake bibir ibu gue gitu ade gue mana mau haha
yaudah ya kasian ade gue diomongin

anyway, secondhand serenade mau konser dijakarta.glad to hear that right. i really want to watch that concert BUT, i havent buy the ticket and because of bomb at marriott hotel,secondhand cancel the concert for the save hem.
but i do really want to watch it.oh john would you like to come to my house and sing fall for you song for me. just in my dream okay.

here one of wonderful song from secondhand serenade

Vulnerable
Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, it's cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, it's cold inside

And your slowly shaking fingertips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don?t care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don?t tell me that I'm the only one that?s vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slowly shaking fingertips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don?t care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don?t tell me that I'm the only one that?s vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl, you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I'm much more ,you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything

Just because you were hurt doesn?t mean you shouldn?t bleed
I can be anyone, anything
I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
And I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don?t tell me that I'm the only one that?s vulnerable
Impossible

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
with love